Thursday, March 29, 2012

CHOOSING OUR SEXUAL ATTRACTIONS

THE GOD GAMES : Heaven & Hell...Chapter 7

The room we entered was lit with a soft, radiant light. In the center of the room was a large crystal dome with a door at one side. Light, hitting the dome, fractured into rainbow-colored rays.

On the walls were real-time pictures of several couples. A farm woman was putting hot apple pies out on the window sill to cool, while her husband and son were preparing to go hunting for rabbits. The man stood strong in the sunlight holding a breech-open shotgun over his shoulder. The boy and an old mongrel were tugging at his pants, hardly able to contain themselves with excitement.

On a wall to their right, two young men were tending a summer garden; bending down to pull weeds while a cocker pup yapped and nipped at the cuffs of their trousers.

On the next wall a young mother, sheltered by the arms of her husband, brought a new baby home to be inspected by his siblings.

The next wall showed two older women, astride magnificent horses, riding across an open meadow at the close of day.

I took a deep breath and relaxed into a soft, cushy love-chair, and Shannon took the seat opposite. Suddenly, all of my worries faded away and I felt comfortable enough to start asking questions again.

"Shannon, what will I learn in this room? What does 'attraction' mean?"

"Well Ann, let me start by saying that you have lived over two hundred life games, and in each game you have chosen to be a man or a woman; that much is clear to you by now. In every life game you were attracted to another person romantically and/or sexually. Certain scenarios caused you to react in a certain way.

"In some lifetimes you had children, and in other lifetimes you took care of children, or in some way protected them. In some lifetimes you chose harder positions of attraction because you were after the experiences you could get in no other way.

"Now, you must understand that there is no 'right' or 'wrong' way to love. ONE sends love in every type of package, in every mode, in every style, to all of his creations.

"Relax now, for today you will learn nothing other than who you are; who you have been; or who you will become, at some point in your growth toward spiritual advancement. Above all, always remember that you have the final choice, in all the choices you are going to be makiing, while creating this new life game for yourself."

"All right, Shannon, could you explain to me what I am going to be doing now?"

"You are going to be entering the crystal dome, sitting in a chair, and donning a helmet. The chair will turn around, degree by degree, inside the circle, while on screen around the inside of the dome will be shown scenes of people making love. The helmet will pick up your physical reactions to the lovemaking, and write them into a computer program. There is nothing for you to do but watch the screen and be who you are.

"When you enter the dome and sit down, you will insert this silver disk into a slot by the door, which I will show to you. The disk tells the computer the results of the testing you just completed, so that for the purpose of this test, you will be in the mind-set, and emotion-set, of your new life game. When you have gone around the entire circle, the chair will stop moving and the test will be done. Then you will know what your love interests and physical attractions will be on Earth. Earth is a very primitive planet, and for the most part, people keep the information they learn about themselves here, the deepest secret of their lives."

"Okay, Shannon, I'm ready to start."

With that said, Shannon opened the door of the dome and I stepped inside. She showed me the slot by the door and we put the silver disk into the slot. Then I sat down in a very comfortable cushioned chair and Shannon helped me on with the translucent helmet. All around me, on a stationary screen, were scenes of a beautiful coastline in Puerto Rico. How soothing I thought, and immediately laid back and relaxed.

Shannon patted my hand and left the dome, closing the door behind her.

Suddenly the scene changed and I saw a young man caressing a woman's breasts with one hand while reaching between her legs with the other. That's interesting I thought, as I realized that the chair had begun to move slowly, click by click, around in a circle. I felt excited.

A scene appeared of an older man dressed in a prom dress and heels; urgently stroking himself. I felt nothing at all.

To be continued tomorrow...

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